A note on perimenopause, leadership, and the upgrade nobody warned you about
One hundred and twenty women registered for a free masterclass about perimenopause and leadership.
In days.
That is not just enthusiasm. That is the sound of women who have been carrying something alone, quietly, often for years, and finally seeing someone name it out loud. The silence around this topic is so thick that when someone breaks it, women come running.
That silence is exactly what we’re here to end.
What I was Too Quiet About for Too Long
I navigated perimenopause completely in the dark.
From my mid-forties through to my early fifties, I was living with a range of symptoms I could not explain and did not connect. Frozen shoulder. Joint pain that moved without reason. Sleep that stopped working. Heart palpitations. Ringing in my ears. Mental health shifts that felt sudden and out of proportion. A kind of depletion so complete it felt like something had gone fundamentally wrong with me.
Two thoughts lived underneath all of it. The first: Am I losing my mind? The second, the one I never said out loud: Should I start winding things down? Maybe I can’t do this anymore.
That second thought nearly sidelined me from a leadership role I love. One I had spent fifteen years building toward.
This was also the period when my business was growing. When I was showing up for my clients, facilitating for Brené Brown’s organization, being capable and steady on the outside.
Inside, I was quietly convincing myself I was done.
It wasn’t until the hot flashes arrived that I finally connected the dots. Perimenopause. That is what this had been. All of it.
There was no dramatic relief. I still had to fight for proper care. My GP was not equipped. I had to self-advocate, go private, be resourceful at the very moment I had almost nothing left in reserve. It took months of navigating a medical system that was not keeping pace with what Gen X women were demanding.
When I finally got the right support, the clarity came back. The energy came back. A version of myself I recognized came back.
I am now on the other side of that transition. Hormone therapy, real lifestyle changes, and a deliberate decision to stop abandoning myself have made me, I believe, the clearest and most purposeful version of myself I have ever been.
That is not a small thing. And it is not guaranteed. It requires the right information, the right support, and the courage to advocate for yourself in systems that are still catching up.
Why This Is a Leadership Conversation, Not a Health Conversation
I am a leadership coach. That is how most people know me.
So when I say I want to talk about perimenopause, some people hear a pivot.
It is not a pivot. It is the same conversation.
Here is what I see consistently in the women I coach. Capable, accomplished, values-driven women who have been leading well for decades. Somewhere in their late forties, something shifts. They start questioning their clarity. Their confidence wobbles in ways it never has before. They pull back in meetings. They second-guess decisions they would have made without blinking two years ago.
And almost universally, they decide the problem is them.
It is not them.
Between 44 and 62 percent of women report significant cognitive changes during the menopause transition. Not because something has gone wrong with their intelligence, but because estrogen turns out to be a brain hormone. It runs significant parts of the operating system. When it fluctuates and declines, the prefrontal cortex feels it. The hippocampus feels it. The amygdala feels it.
The brain fog is real. The memory gaps are real. The anxiety that arrives from nowhere is real.
And in the absence of any explanation for what is happening, most women do what we have been conditioned to do for our entire careers. We internalize it as personal failure.
This is where the leadership conversation and the menopause conversation become the same thing. A woman who does not understand what is happening in her own brain cannot advocate for herself, cannot stay in the room with confidence, and cannot keep leading from the full weight of her capability.
And right now, the world needs those women in the room.
The Reframe That Changed Everything for Me
When I went deep into the research for this masterclass, I found the work of Dr. Lisa Mosconi, a neuroscientist who has spent years studying the female brain through menopause. She describes the transition not as a breakdown but as a neurological renovation. A reshaping. And crucially, the female brain has a remarkable, underestimated ability to adapt.
Dr. Mindy Pelz adds a layer that I have not been able to stop thinking about.
The neurochemical shift in perimenopause, specifically the drop in oxytocin sensitivity, is what drives the experience women describe as ‘giving fewer f*cks.’ Less tolerance for what doesn’t matter. A sharper, more insistent inner voice. A lower threshold for self-abandonment.
This has been pathologized. Called irritability. Personality change.
Here is what it actually is: your brain is becoming less wired for people-pleasing. Less neurochemically incentivized to override your own truth to keep the peace.
You are not caring less about others. You are finally starting to care more about yourself. That is not a symptom. That is the upgrade you have been waiting for.
The clarity I lead with now, the willingness to say the hard thing directly, the trust in my own knowing: all of it sharpened in the fire of this transition.
I am not an anomaly. The research says the same thing. Women who do the work of this transition often report feeling more purposeful, more honest, and more themselves than at any previous point in their lives.
The World is Also Happening to Your Brain
One thing I want to name clearly in the masterclass: perimenopause does not happen in a vacuum.
The women navigating this transition right now are doing so in a world generating chronic stress at a level most of us have never experienced. A news cycle designed to activate fear. Information coming faster than any human brain was built to process. A technological shift that moves so quickly that keeping up with it is itself a cognitive tax.
The amygdala, your brain’s threat-detection system, is being overworked like never before. And a brain already working differently because of hormonal change is being asked to handle all of that on top of it.
You are not struggling because something is wrong with you. You are navigating more than any previous generation of midlife women has been asked to navigate simultaneously.
Nervous system regulation used to be optional. It is no longer optional. It is the foundation.
What I Will and Won’t Cover in Sixty Minutes
I want to be transparent with you about the scope.
I have enough material for a full day. What I have chosen to prioritize: what is actually happening in your brain during this transition, a reframe that holds both the difficulty and the possibility, and a handful of practical things that support the brain right now.
There will also be time specifically for the coaches and HR professionals in the room. Because the conversation cannot change if the people closest to these women don’t know how to open it. Seventy-nine percent of women don’t want to raise this with HR. Two out of three won’t bring it up with their manager. That silence is not a preference. It is a safety signal. And it is our collective responsibility to change it.
What I won’t have time for: a comprehensive symptom guide, a deep dive on treatment options, workplace policy frameworks, or the full identity work. All of that is coming in two deeper paid workshops later this year, one for the woman in the transition and one for the professionals supporting her.
But sixty minutes can give you a name for what is happening. And a room full of women who are not alone in it.
Why Community Is Not a Feature. It’s the Point.
Half of this masterclass is conversation.
Women have been struggling with this transition with their heads down, quietly, trying to figure it out alone. Too embarrassed to name it at work. Too conditioned toward self-sufficiency to ask for help. Too unsure of what is even happening to know what to ask for.
That is not a character flaw. That is what a culture of shame produces.
When women are in a room together and someone names out loud what she has been carrying privately, something shifts. The shame loses its grip.
That is what I am creating on the day.
GenX women are going to change this conversation. Not because we are obligated to. Because we are finally clear enough, feisty enough, and wise enough to do it. And the millennial and Gen Z women behind us deserve to walk into this transition with a map. Not the way we did: unprepared, unwarned, and alone.
Join Us
The masterclass is called She’s Not Losing Her Mind. She’s in Perimenopause.
That is the sentence I needed someone to say to me when I was in the middle of it. Nobody did.
Come and hear it for yourself.
REGISTER LINK HERE – it’s free
And if you want to stay in the conversation beyond the masterclass, join my community and receive a weekly note from me: real talk about leading in midlife, without burning out or backing down.
Following the masterclass, two deeper paid workshops are coming: one for women navigating the transition themselves, and one for coaches and HR professionals supporting women through it. Details will be shared at the event.
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